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За кого ты выйдешь замуж? [07 Jul 2010|08:10pm]
За кого ты выйдешь замуж?
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[09 Jul 2005|06:04pm]

Hi, i thought some of you in this community might be interested in my new community, wizened wigwam, which is intended as a rallying point for those who would change their own reality to bring about the paradigm shift. The purpose is multifold...Collapse )
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[30 Sep 2004|11:27pm]

[ mood | scared ]

I need help.

To make a long story short... I just got out of a 3 year abusive relationship, which left me the single mother of one wonderful little boy, Aidan (he'll be 2 in November). Paying for diapers, groceries, etc. wasn't a problem while I was in the relationship, but for my own health I had to get out of that.

Now, my problem is, I'm working, but I can't afford diapers, food, warm clothes, or anything I need for my son. I can barely afford the gas money to get to work, on top of babysitting $ and food.

I guess what I'm asking, and I'm sorry if I'm coming off sounding like a beggar... but if there is anyone out there who is better off than I am, if you could help me out in any way, I'd be VERY thankful. I don't have much support from my family and I really don't have any friends who could help me out, most of them are younger than I am anyways.

This is my last resort. If you could please help me, my email is plsmachic@excite.com, or I could email you if you comment with your email address.

Again, I'm sorry for asking, I just don't know where else to turn.

~* Laura *~

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My thoughts on thoughts. [15 Jan 2004|10:59pm]

[ mood | contemplative ]

It is amazing how a person's phsyche (sp?) can limit them to what they can and can't do. Today Isaac told me he was working out the other day and was still sore from the workout. I asked him what he was doing on the bench press; he told me that he maxed out at 165lb. This is the same Isaac that runs from me if I approach him in an agressive manner. He also rassled with me the other day, and I beat him. I think his mind didn't let him beat me just because I am bigger than him and older than him. Bigger, does not always mean stronger. I think if he could really bech 165lb I would have a lot more trouble pinning him in a few seconds. But, the perpose of this paragraph wasn't just to rag on Isaac being Dimli. The purpose of this paragraph was to use an example of the mind preventing the body from accomplishing something.

Now, after reading that, think of someone you know, or have seen with that same problem. I'll bet it isn't too hard to do so. I see this problem as being fairly common in our society. As a whole, we are told what we can and can't do. What is within our grasp and what isn't. Sometimes it doesn't take someone else to make these barriers, often enough we do it to ourselves as well. We may just brush something aside stating that "I can't do THAT".

My point is to try. People change constantly, and limits set three years ago don't always apply in the present.

Now examine at yourself, which is much more important than examining others. Do you have any mental barriers preventing you from what you are truly capable of?

Think hard, be honest with yourself if no one else, and retest yourself.

I know I am.


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it sucks [27 Apr 2003|08:21pm]

I wish I could change the bio of this community, being high on your self isn't what a guardian is about.
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hmm [27 Apr 2003|07:28pm]

[ mood | thoughtful ]

I don't know if I have a whole lot to say, I just thought i would post, because no one else does in here.

well, it's the last week before the spring trip, everthing is a bout ready to go, i hope we do well in competition. I hope i'm not to late to sign myself up for a seat on the bus. You see, I figured on lettin myself fall where I might, but then yesterday I realized that I might be placed in the back of the bus. I don't ever want to go through that again.

"A mighty wnd is blowing from the north and through the skies. But where this wind will end, no one directs their eyes. Many see where the wind comes from, but few care to where it goes. This wind is not their concern, to them it only blows.
Follow the wind."

It is time to get a move on, I'll be beatin feet now.

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ta da [12 Sep 2002|03:44pm]

[ mood | indescribable ]

well, life in the day is long, but earlier today my german teacher, Mr. Mehner told us more of his childhood and the aftermath of WW2, he led the life of a refugee we only see in movies. and a big point he gave us was he also believes that once you cannot laugh at stuff and once you kill the kid in you life just isn't meaningful anymore. I have believed in laughter forever and the stories he told us were pretty creepy, but it was good to hear.

i respect that man more than any other, I consider him my mentor and rolemodel, he is very kind to everyone. I can only wish to become half the man he is... ever. i once posted in my journal that i am afraid of loosing all of my friends but now i see them around me clear as day

hope, it is the light in the darkness, very beautiful.

i can't really explain how i feel right now, just..... yeah

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day by day [07 Jul 2002|10:57pm]

[ mood | complacent ]

heh... being the soul person whom writes in this is kinda freaky, but feels good inside. I don't believe anyone reads this at all, so if you do, please leave a comment and let me know. I'm watching dances with wolves right now (good movie). well I thought I should write another entry in it so it gets a little fuller. wow, sad scene with lots of bison murdered for their pelts. anywho I'll write again when anything is to report, also I redid my profile to fit me a little better now

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enter the night [29 Jun 2002|01:52pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]

damn, these really are messed up days indeed.
back in the day when honor and virtue was treasured, well that isn't the way it works now I see. To hate is the only way many people can think of defending themselves, and many, many more people are in positions they themselves had no control over, because of another's mistakes usually. the only thing I can do is refuse to hate, and not give in to self pity, there is a certain thing without limits that once upon a time was known as the human spirit-- well its been forgotten that every soul on the planet poseses it within. so I'll plunge onward and help out wherever I can, when I'm needed, and I guess I'll try and inspire that spirit in others to come out. over all, never get in, don't let yourself be broken, but do what you have to, to survive.

"no turning back
no backing down
no where to run
no silent ground

no where to hide
no one to trust
no one to help you when you're lost
there's only ...us

It's all in your hands
so hold on, hold back the darkness
gotta take a stand
It's all in your hands."

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